I seriously need to stop being Mr Fucking Nice Guy all the fucking time. All it ever does is get me hurt and I don’t think my god damned heart can take anymore. Fuck everything, I’m just really glad that I have amazing friends to hold me together. Because I’m not gonna lie, I may have committed suicide a long time ago if it wasn’t for them.
I’m pretty stupid to always fall for girls who are either going to break my heart or move away…story of my life. I still have hope that someday someone is gonna want to stay by my side. But sometimes it just keeps getting harder and harder to hold on to that hope.
I FOUND IT AGAIN!!!!
I’ve always thought that being there for someone when they need you would mean something…I guess I was wrong.
I’m a fool, and need to give up on what appears to be a lost cause and focus on someone who is actually interested in me.